Hello Lorine Niedecker , Don't be so nervous my dear. Everything will be all right. It's a natural process in pregnancy and happens with every lady. It's quite painful process but many type of breast pumps and all available in market which will definitely help you. When my baby was born, my sister told me about all that things because i was also scared like you.she told me about some websites that provides help about each and everything regarding babies. Hope that websites will help you. What2expect Babygagga babynology babiescenter parentadvice mumnet mothertobesoon numbler That's all are the websites. Anyways there is nothing to fear.May god will keep you and your child safe and healthy.Bless you!!